Jump to content

Click here to find a mentally interesting date at No Longer Lonely Keep Crazymeds on the air. Donate some spare electronic currency you have floating around The Cloud

Support Crazymeds. Download the FREE App to read Kindle books on your computer, tablet, or phone.

AMC's Blog


In My Defense

Posted by AMC , 17 February 2012 · 126 views

Im depressed. I have been since before i could talk. Ive had success in treatment. Then poof. I am hospitalized, three years ago and havent found my way back. I lost my husband due to my illnesses. I left my job. Lived with my parents. Racked up scads of debt on treatment while unemployed. I have been on the med merry-go-round for 2 years without luck. Im lying in a bed covered with dirty clothes. Food dishes on the night stand and abandoned pills littering the dresser. I know this sucks. It sucks for me, it sucks for you. I dont diminish the fact that we are constantly struggling, that it never is easy and we debate ourselves daily on the merits of continuing to try.

But sometimes, despite all the gloom, you get a glimpse of the absurd or you hear a sad story that is funny as hell or you find yourself laughing at the ridiculous situations that were forced upon you or created by you. So i still laugh, at myself, to myself, at the weirdness we all see every day. Sometimes its a dark humor,other times a breezy giggle rated G.

If i think its odd, strange, funny, ironic ill post it. But dont forget im one too. I get it and i never mean any disrespect.
Someday, some word will hopefully bring a smile to an otherwise glum face.

October 2015

    12 3

Recent Entries

Recent Comments


Keep Crazymeds on the air. Donate some spare electronic currency you have floating around The Cloud

Shirts to swipe from
Crazymeds’ Clothes Line.
See more ways to let my medsexpress your feelingsat Straitjacket T-shirts.Shirts, hoodies & more.
Batshit Crazy shirt
Batshit Crazy
Mentally Interesting shirts at Straitjacket T-shirts
Mentally Interesting
Medicated For Your Protection shirt
Medicated For Your Protection
Breakfast of Champions shirts at Straitjacket T-shirts
Breakfast of Champions
Bipolar Is NOT Contagious shirts at Straitjacket T-shirts
Bipolar Is NOT Contagious

Don’t worry about actually buying one. Windows shop and share the designs you’d like to buy or find worthy of ridicule. What else are you doing now? Working? Sure you are.