January The 3. Late Evening
Posted by
Mad_Hatter
,
03 January 2012
·
149 views
THAT DAMN "ADD ENTRY" BUTTON HAS GONE WHEN EDDITING! THANK YOU!
I tried reading my entry I wrote yesterday and found myself falling again so I stopped..
Thank you for your warm comments.
Today was a little like yesterday, I needed the extra Lorazepam 1mg before leaving the station for ergo therapy and energy mgmt. Ergo was good and energy-mgmt (roughly 15min workout on a bike-like trainer with intervals and afterwards beating a big leather sack with a nice and hard piece of wood to release hidden anger) too. I woke up in the ergo, but the workout got me back up - more or a less, my "shell" is still very unstable.
I had a meeting with the new doc here with the nurse responsible with me. It was ok because I could stay away from those dark corners that hurt so much.
In this moment I am more or less neutral. Great. I had ten days neutral until sunday but I guess I will not recuperate as fast as I wish.
A few entries ago someone said something about some pictures - here are some. One shows the clay plant pot I am working on now.





Edit:
Change in med regime:
was:
wellbutrin 300mg-0-0-0
alprazolam 0.5mg-1mg-0-1mg
trazodone 0-0-0-100mg
pregabalin 0-0-0-75mg
lorazepam and zolpidem on request
new/corrected:
Current:
wellbutrin 300mg-0-0-0
alprazolam XR 0.5mg-1mg-0-1mg
trazodone 0-0-0-100mg
pregabalin 0-0-0-75mg
Quetiapin XR 0-0-0-50mg
lorazepam and zolpidem on request
---------------------------------------------------
Failed:
venlafaxine, remeron, escitalopram
---------------------------------------------------
I tried reading my entry I wrote yesterday and found myself falling again so I stopped..
Thank you for your warm comments.
Today was a little like yesterday, I needed the extra Lorazepam 1mg before leaving the station for ergo therapy and energy mgmt. Ergo was good and energy-mgmt (roughly 15min workout on a bike-like trainer with intervals and afterwards beating a big leather sack with a nice and hard piece of wood to release hidden anger) too. I woke up in the ergo, but the workout got me back up - more or a less, my "shell" is still very unstable.
I had a meeting with the new doc here with the nurse responsible with me. It was ok because I could stay away from those dark corners that hurt so much.
In this moment I am more or less neutral. Great. I had ten days neutral until sunday but I guess I will not recuperate as fast as I wish.
A few entries ago someone said something about some pictures - here are some. One shows the clay plant pot I am working on now.





Edit:
Change in med regime:
was:
wellbutrin 300mg-0-0-0
alprazolam 0.5mg-1mg-0-1mg
trazodone 0-0-0-100mg
pregabalin 0-0-0-75mg
lorazepam and zolpidem on request
new/corrected:
Current:
wellbutrin 300mg-0-0-0
alprazolam XR 0.5mg-1mg-0-1mg
trazodone 0-0-0-100mg
pregabalin 0-0-0-75mg
Quetiapin XR 0-0-0-50mg
lorazepam and zolpidem on request
---------------------------------------------------
Failed:
venlafaxine, remeron, escitalopram
---------------------------------------------------


Create a custom theme









Take care and keep working on that pot, wanna see how it will look finished! And the sideways face too!