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Hello Computer? And Hello Stupid Brain
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acrazymonkey
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24 February 2012
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your silly simian friend is back again 
I am going to post a few things that I love about myself, some things I can live with, and some things I want to change.
General background stuff:
-I am 20 years old
-I have a boyfriend whom I have known for 17 years, and been in a relationship with for 7 years
-I am short in stature, but deceptively heavy for someone of my size (5'3" and 150 pounds- muscular build)
-I am ambidextrous
-I have ridiculous, unruly brown hair and brown eyes
-I am half Italian, a quarter German, and the rest a blend of English, Welsh, and a pinch of Scottish
-I have an east coaster's accent even though I was born in Utah, USA
-I am a chemistry major with minors in mathematics and psychology
-I am a member of ASBMB, Gamma Sigma Epsilon, Alpha Lambda Delta, and the OSNA,
-I have severe depression, anxiety, PTSD traits, and issues with Self Injury
Some things I love about myself:
-I love my haircut
-I love my eye and hair colour
-I love that I can blend into multiple social groups
-I love that I can wear what I want to and don't care about what others think of my sense of style
-I love that I have a way with animals that allows for special bonds to form
-I love my ability to make and keep friends
Some stuff I like:
-I like my passion for research
-I like robotics
-I like psychology, physics, mathematics, chemistry, biology, and pharmacology
-I like photography, martial arts, hiking, biking, and hockey
-I like working with animals and people
-I like Bruce Springsteen's music
-I like my technical abilities as a writer and computer nerd
-I like my jobs (Undergrad researcher- paid, Tutor- paid, volunteer docent- unpaid, wildlife rehabber- unpaid)
Some stuff that I can live with:
-I can live with myself for being an occasional procrastination monster
-I can live with myself even though I have a mental illness
-I can live with myself even though I have self-harmed in the past
-I can live with my bad eyesight... or without it, if I ever went blind
-I can live with myself for having migraines, even if they make me want to crawl in a hole and die from the pain
Some stuff I want to change (and I can change):
-I want to be able to sing better than I can now
-I want to not be afraid of public speaking
-I want to never have another urge to self harm
-I want to be depression free
-I want to be medication free eventually
-I want to be less squeamish around blood and pain
Some goals I have:
-I want to get all A's and B's this semester on my transcript
-I want to be a published author in both the academic and leisure reading realms
-I want my PhD. and possibly my MD
-I want to work in emergency medicine... maybe
-I want to get at least Cum Laude when I graduate, and to graduate with Honours
Some dreams of mine:
-I want to get married and possibly have kids
-I want to study abroad
-I want to travel the world
-I want to make a difference in the lives of those I meet
I am going to post a few things that I love about myself, some things I can live with, and some things I want to change.
General background stuff:
-I am 20 years old
-I have a boyfriend whom I have known for 17 years, and been in a relationship with for 7 years
-I am short in stature, but deceptively heavy for someone of my size (5'3" and 150 pounds- muscular build)
-I am ambidextrous
-I have ridiculous, unruly brown hair and brown eyes
-I am half Italian, a quarter German, and the rest a blend of English, Welsh, and a pinch of Scottish
-I have an east coaster's accent even though I was born in Utah, USA
-I am a chemistry major with minors in mathematics and psychology
-I am a member of ASBMB, Gamma Sigma Epsilon, Alpha Lambda Delta, and the OSNA,
-I have severe depression, anxiety, PTSD traits, and issues with Self Injury
Some things I love about myself:
-I love my haircut
-I love my eye and hair colour
-I love that I can blend into multiple social groups
-I love that I can wear what I want to and don't care about what others think of my sense of style
-I love that I have a way with animals that allows for special bonds to form
-I love my ability to make and keep friends
Some stuff I like:
-I like my passion for research
-I like robotics
-I like psychology, physics, mathematics, chemistry, biology, and pharmacology
-I like photography, martial arts, hiking, biking, and hockey
-I like working with animals and people
-I like Bruce Springsteen's music
-I like my technical abilities as a writer and computer nerd
-I like my jobs (Undergrad researcher- paid, Tutor- paid, volunteer docent- unpaid, wildlife rehabber- unpaid)
Some stuff that I can live with:
-I can live with myself for being an occasional procrastination monster
-I can live with myself even though I have a mental illness
-I can live with myself even though I have self-harmed in the past
-I can live with my bad eyesight... or without it, if I ever went blind
-I can live with myself for having migraines, even if they make me want to crawl in a hole and die from the pain
Some stuff I want to change (and I can change):
-I want to be able to sing better than I can now
-I want to not be afraid of public speaking
-I want to never have another urge to self harm
-I want to be depression free
-I want to be medication free eventually
-I want to be less squeamish around blood and pain
Some goals I have:
-I want to get all A's and B's this semester on my transcript
-I want to be a published author in both the academic and leisure reading realms
-I want my PhD. and possibly my MD
-I want to work in emergency medicine... maybe
-I want to get at least Cum Laude when I graduate, and to graduate with Honours
Some dreams of mine:
-I want to get married and possibly have kids
-I want to study abroad
-I want to travel the world
-I want to make a difference in the lives of those I meet
