Med train: Saw my Dr. today and she put me on BuSpar twice a day in addition to Xanax 1mg PRN and Ambien CR 12.5mg. I'm picking up my script later so I don't know the dosage. The hair loss is slowing somewhat. She was pretty concerned that I am still experiencing brain zaps and dizziness after over 2 weeks off Zoloft; so hopefully this will help. Last night I had a horrible moment where I had a tachycardia spell after taking some Ambien (I believe they are unrelated); I was afraid to add Ativan to the Ambien so I just endured it and tried my yoga breathing until the Ambien knocked me out. I get those spells when I am not on meds, and when it happens after I have taken a hypnotic I get confused and the whole thing just turns into a giant clusterf*ck.
Custody Battle train: Ex-H sent me threatening letters on Monday falsely accusing me of preventing him from contacting my son; I turned them over to the shrink who is doing the family assessment as well as my lawyers, and asked for an emergency intervention so that my ex-H can leave my son in peace while he spends time in California with his mom. Didn't hear anything afterwards until this morning when the paralegal sent me a copy of a letter my lawyer sent to a judge asking for an emergency hearing before the school year starts. I was floored. I guess with the threat letters and what has been already done on the familial assessment they feel they have enough leverage to move fast and get my kids down here to start school. First reaction: they are going to haaaaate me. Son because he is being pressured so much by ex-H (ex-H told him that if my son moved to be with me he would never see him again. What an asshole) and teenage daughter because of the 'boyfriend'. I guess we'll see what happens now. I'm kind of excited at the same time that they will finally be here with me but I don't want to get my hopes up too soon. Drama to be continued. 8500$ in lawyer bills so far.